Gretchen: Oh my god, Karen,
you can't just ask people why they're white!
3:12:00 AM
the thing about friends, they come and go, and only some remain. i miss the times i spent with them. however i am actually glad i'm no longer as close to them. i know, i'm contradicting. perhaps it's the nice, sweet, reliable mates i'm having now that now and then when i reminisce about the past, i perceive as a part of life where u just have to go for trials and errors to experience friendships. i don't know if we can ever be as close like before, and i am not hoping for anything good or bad to happen. i just want to sit and watch. there were happy, sad, terrifying, upsetting, annoying moments. how fragile friendship is. people change cause of their surroudings. they leave secondary school for JC / Poly / other institutes. they make new friends, leaving old friends as their 2nd priority. like, you were the 1st to know everything from her, and now you're either the last to know or never get to find it out whatsoever. unless, of course, u heard it from some other people. we talked about the future back then and few days ago. but will that really happen in future? cause things aren't the same now as before anymore, let alone the future. to be honest, i feel so much more comfortable with my current mates, beacause i know they are trustworthy. actually, i do not feel that, i know that. as for my previous friends, it seemed so restricted to fully count on them. we talked behind each other's back. and still are! these things do not happen in my current group of friends. ok, maybe we do, but we hardly ever do so. besides, i don't even remember when the last time we bitched about each other was. and there are numerous close affinities between us. example, fashion, shows, celebs, jokes, movies, cartoon.
whatever it is, i love them. and i love them. and i don't want to lose any of them.
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8:32:00 PM
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